I just could not stop myself from playing my computer games once i started playing it. It was like getting addicted to drugs. In secondary one, i did not have self-discipline and could not cope with my studies. Even my parents could not control me or maybe they thought i was hopeless and did not care of my addiction. Everyday, after school, i would go home after having lunch in school and started playing the computer. I would usually play with friends online and would not stop untill 8. From there, i took my lunch and finished my school homework, then started playing computer games again non-stop until midnight. My parents would have asked me to stop playing already but i ignored them and continued playing until all my online friends had gone to sleep. During weekends, it was much worse as i played from the afternoon to midnight, sometimes maybe until the next morning! That time, i was dumb enough to not study and revise for my exams. In the end, i did badly for end of the year exams and was the bottom of the class. When i showed my report book to my father, he had no expression as if he already knew this was going to happen. This made me feel bad and want to show my father that i could achieve higher marks than present. I then started to stop playing my computer and finished all my secondary one assesment books. After i had finished my secondary one assesments, i started on my secondary two assesment books which i bought them myself. When school reopened this year, i could manage my time and had self-discipline. i began using the computer but not for playing games, only for research. I did not actually used computer just for research only, i used it to relax and have a break after finishing all my homework.(which is to play games!)
